Did a bad thing,my heart start to calm down....

Friday...
nothing to do at school...

cos today the school is busy on the...
Hari Anugerah...
haha....

so,today just go school 'chui sui' only....XP

erm....
today i did a bad thing...
really bad....
i will reflect...
what i do is...
i clash a car....
then i run....
bad right...
but luckily the car just a small touch only...

sorry arh... to the car i clash...



Anyway...
my heart has start to clam down...
i start to accept the true...
but...
i still will wait for the chance...
so....
now, i will still be your protecter...
using a friends identity...

i will always on your back...=)

just to let you know...
please listen it...

original geh...

林宥嘉-我愛的人

林宥嘉-我愛的人
我知道故事不會太曲折
我總會遇見一個什麼人
陪我過沒有了她的人生
成家立業之類的等等

＊她做了她覺得對的選擇
我只好祝福她真的對了
愛不到我最想要愛的人
誰還能要我怎樣呢

我愛的人　不是我的愛人
她心裡每一寸　都屬於另一個人
她真幸福　幸福得真殘忍
讓我又愛又恨　她的愛怎麼那麼深

我愛的人　她已有了愛人
從他們的眼神　說明了我不可能
每當聽見　她或他說我們
就像聽見愛情　永恆的嘲笑聲＊

REPEAT＊

每當聽見　她或他說我們
就像聽見愛情　永恆的嘲笑聲

你要的不是我

怎麼能忘 時間多長
你快樂嗎 想代替你回答
你知道嗎 走了好遠
我才能去面對
這份牽掛 沉默傷悲
你要的不是我
心碎的失去輪廓
曾經給你的感動

只是情緒的波動
能給的不是我
放任你沉溺自由
掩飾不了我的笨拙

就連說話都會顫抖

我被遺忘在 你遺忘的角落

Wednesday...nothing...still recovering....

still the same life...
like before...
but no more you dy....
you=heart
so i'm now living with no heart...

heartless...

no because i'm no heart...
cos i lock it up...

lock...


don't know why...
i'm now trying to hide myself from you...
at facebook...
or skype....
why har??
haiz....

#%^*!

Thanks to my friends who always support me....
but i'm still...

erm....
haiz...


last....
just  a song ...
don't know want say what ady....

Tuesday,danbo,still pain....

today was a danbo day....
cos the how day i just making the danbo toys...
it was  papercraft....

today make geh...

why should i make the danbo leh??
may be is to fullfill the time...
so that i would not thinck about u...
still...
i haven recover for the pain...

just now saw a meaning sentence....
from FB
其实，我很累了，我习惯假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有，我不知道自己到底想怎么样。​
有时候我可以很开心的和每个人说话，可以很放肆的，
可是却没有人知道，那不过是伪装，​很刻意的伪装；
我可以让自己很快乐很快乐，可是却找不到快乐的源头，只是傻笑。

i really tired dy...



and then i saw this...
十二星座宝宝:
对你好你却不珍惜 不领情 当作... 不回 再不就是回到很勉强
以前会常常担心你 信息你 关心你
现在的我已经不会了 再也不会酱傻了 不值得

really hope i can , not caring you any more....
but....
a dumbo like me...
may be can't happen....

i still going to your wall and ...
see what you're doing...

Danbo...dumbo

But time will curve the pain...
so what i need just a littel time...
hope it not too long....

time please...

monday,love,end.....

monday....

a very cold morning...

and very sad day....

my love....

i lost it today....

i have loss everything....
may be i should realise earlier....
so that i may not so hurt now....
may be i not the one of you...
so...
i will accept the truth...

may be i will sad for a while...



but....
please be 'xin fu'...
cos your happiness is mine too...
hope you happy always...
=]

be happy always...


the boy...
mr.lim....
please take good care or her....
if you hurt her....
i will take her back...

i will be your protecter...always...



i thick i should still be a singer....
may be it more suit me...

singer life...


so...
goodbye my love...

danbo...me..love end here...

Sunday,nap,dad accident,call...

sunday...
same...
wake up in the morning...
clear myself...
breakfast...
online again....

morning....=)



Then....
afternoon...
having nap.....

a rainy day....
have a good nap too....
like a pig.....

sleep...=)



But today not a good day....
my father accident dy...
althought not so serions...
but need to stay a hospital...
god...
please protect him yer...

Dad...=)

And...

have a nice talking with you....

thankyou for your caring...

=)....

you must protect yourself from getting any injurt arh...

becareful yer....

because you are 1 of the person that i care....

god...

please let her knee recover faster yer....

please protect all my love...=)

Teakwon-Do,Motor,Car,Outing,Moody,Birthday......

Saturday....

Today have to teach tekwon-do class alone...

cos my ah sir is going to kl...

still ok for today classes...

but i didn't do well in today class...

so bad....

 

My lovely Teakwon-do and friends...

today my sister didn't go school...

so my mom want me to ride motorbike to school...

cos i got lisen ma...XD

but after finish the class...

the sky suddenly raining...

it just a short rain la....

Mr.sky...you play me arh???

It's was a sunny rain...=)



Yah...today outing with family...
and bring my popo go gai gai...
but not convenient cos my popo get stoke....
but she will get well soon....=)
the happy things is i am driving today...
don't know why....
i love driving....XD

   Driving....^^

erm....
don't know why today a bit moody leh...
haiz....

Moody....



And the last important thing of today is.....
23th july 2011...
Happy 18 years old Birthday to my lovely bro...
Lee Haw Ran....^^

Happy Birthday ya...^^

still missing of you oh....^^

Friday,Handphone,Swimming pool,Fun,Poi lam,Sweat, and Lastly...you^^

It's Friday...
still,going to school...
but unfortunately i forget to bring my phone!!!

S#@^.....#@^@%$#

but nevermind...

still can survive...

my phone...C6-00 white...=)

Today was a fun day...

cos me and my friends got swimming leh...
at my new school(ACS)...

althought i don't know how to swim la....

but all my friends are so kind to teach me...

thankyou...

and i will learn how to swim soon...
next time swim with u la...=)

swimming...=)

Ya...today past by my previous school...
Poi Lam...
a happy thing is...
the school have upgraded...=)
and the wall picture outside of the school have change...

 

Mandarin ~

nice right...=)

i really 'beh da han' the wheather of malaysia lo...

very very hot arh....!!
having a nap on the afternoon...
sweat like bathing...
@%$^%^%#...

A HOT SUN!!!

Lastly...
Happy to know you did well on your presentation....
Well done girl...=)

Good Job...=)

Thursday,Tired,Khalil Fong...=)

It't thursday...

another tired day...

whar's to do...
can't change anything,
cos i still a student...
need to fight hard for a brighted future...
anyway...
i will fight fight fight and go go go...
cos i'm not alone...=)


fighting...^^



yup...
my favorited artist...
Khalil Fong...^^
he relly a genius...
can he give me some of his talent??
XD...
his sound is relly sweet and nice to hear...
let's see

Khalil Fong...^^




my favorited song sing by him,
although he not the original singer of this song...
=)



erm....
still miss you everyday....
add oil on your test yer...
let's fighting...=)

\(^.^)/

A tired day....but still missing u...=)

Today was a tired day....
having school early in the morning,
and tuition in the evening....
my energy is almost burn till empty...








tired~

But the most tired thing that happen today,
was waiting the bus....
it take my 1 hour just to wait for the bus come....
why is malaysia like this arh??
really hope to have a car....
car... please come to me.... T-T








will have a classic car soon~ ^^

Anyway....still thinking of u....
how are you arh??
really hope can be at your side...=)

我回来了·。。。

我又回来了。。。
重新回到我的乐园。。。
这次。。。
为了把我对你的爱。。。
散播在这土地上。。。

=）